He's everything I want
And yes I love him so
But somewhere deep inside i'm screaming no
Maybe I am wrong
Too scared it might be right
Yet I do everything I can to fight

(Chorus) Am I stupid? Am I completely blind?
To question his motives and his mind?
Deep down inside I know he cares...And yes my heart does plead
But how do I know he's what I need?

So I sit here, Alone and so afraid
For each and everything i've done today
The tears...they come out frequently
By now you'd think i'd drownd the whole city
I want him here, to hold to love
I see his face, so high above
So why do I...keep holding back

Chorus
I'm so confused, I don't know what I ne